people love it when you lose, they love dirty laundry

i started blogging here because i wanted a place where i can rant and rave. and i made sure little people knew about this blog's existence and that those people who knew, were people whom i was close to.

but i forgot something; much as i want to keep it private and low-key, it's hard, near impossible. because firstly, the internet is a public domain, and secondly, sad but true, i have a high profile and im under public scrutiny. it's kinda sad that i hafta practise self-censorship and i cant chronicle alot of things down here. but it's okay, really. cuz i'm like a squirrel, i have many holes [online journals] to store my little nuggets of life. =) hahha, and i would think that people would be really free, boliao and have nothing better to do if they would ever wanna track down all of my online journals.

ooh, and don't forget something reeeaally important: whatever's written here, is within my control and i'm comfortable with sharing my thoughts & views with my friends/people reading.

i'll keep blogging still cuz afterall, it's a means for me to keep in touch with my friends. :) nothing will stop me.anyway, back to happier and lighter stuff!

i told my mum of my intention to work in the zoo upon graduation and to my amazement, she supported me full-heartedly! x) "sureeeeeee, as long as you're happy" - that's what she said :) that's what i love about my mummy, always so supportive of me in whatever i wanna do.

i feel very blessed, seriously. after witnessing two family members fight cancer [sister with leukemia and aunt with breast cancer], i feel so lucky to be in good health despite i have problems with my old injuries. =) i have been neglecting them ever since i entered mass comm.. think it's high time to spend more time with them... with ppl who matters the most to me in my life. :)

today's a good day, my uncle passed my mum to pass me some LV items.. an organiser and a wallet! x) authenticity unknown, but it looks pretty good to me! hehe.. and i popped by tangs to grab my m.a.c tinted lip conditioner that has disney character on it for only $6!! =D cuz my mum gave me $20 worth of starhub vouchers.. hee! kinda upset that the one i wanted to get was outta stock already.. oh well, we don't always get what we want in life, do we?

lomo pictures are turning out fine! x) thanks to tips i've gotten with regards to using the correct type of film and all... from the initial roll of film where only like 20+ turned out, and the second roll had 18 decents ones and the third roll has.... 32! x) improvement! x) and they are getting better and better... fun! x)

plans for the day:
- consultation for radio journ
- get posters for PITCH printed
- visit Bedok Green Sec School