What I want

I dont want anything. I want my space. I'm losing myself again, I need to find me back. I don't want to live my life trying to fit into someone's world. I want to be happy, as me, to be known as me. I have so much in me, but it just gets stuck inside and doesn't want to come out. I know it's bad for my system and it's driving me crazy.

I can't sleep without crying. I feel miserable. I don't know what I want. Leave me alone. Let me curl up in my little corner and die.