To be honest, I was a bundle of nerves the whole day ever since I woke up. Reality hit me - ready or not, I'm leaving in approximately two weeks' time. After ironing my clothes (I'm a little OCD that way, gotta iron everything!), I began packing my clothes and I realised how many hangers we have in the wardrobe after most of the clothes have been stored away. The sight of a half-full wardrobe makes my stomach turn, it just didn't feel right. It didn't help either when I was seated in front of my laptop all afternoon, trying to look for a job that I'd like to do but I found none, zero, zilch. Okay correction: I was asked if I'm interested in a marketing position, but it ain't exactly what I have in mind. This uncertainty is terribly unsettling for someone like me who needs to feel in control.
And tonight's anointing service is just what I needed - To be prayed over, to believe, to have faith and know that God has plans for me. The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me.. and the panicky feelings I felt the whole day just eluded me, leaving me feeling very much at peace. :)
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I hope you get my xmas card before you head back to Singapore :) I am gonna disappear online for a while that I could really work on it for 2011. Things happened last week, I quit my job and hunt for a new one, It's difficult when you want to make your imagination into reality, that's share when I meet you again!!!!
Dear, keep fighting and stay peace when you pray.
take care!!!!!
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