K is for Kelly

i feel like im underwater, and everything's moving in slow-mo. i feel a little detached and weirded out today. my usually messy table really got to me today, something that's not quite right since i'm used to my organised chaos and i cant seem to finish my programming stuff despite having more than enough time to get it done.

i'm okay, or at least i think i will be.. just give me some time, let me mope around for a bit before i pick myself up, square my shoulders and soldier on bravely in life. i know everything happens for a reason, i know this is just one of the trials and tribulations in life i have to go through to become a better person, but somehow right now i just can't rise above it all...

at times like this, i wish my inner voice would scream out loud to be heard to lead me to the path to take, but it remains silent, and i'm lost once again. no, i dont need a listening ear, only i will have the solution myself and i don't feel the need to share anything with anyone, sorry..

for people who care, thanks :)
shout out to my sister who has always been there for me when i needed someone to talk to, to give me a hug, to wipe away my tears that just won't listen to me.. =) you are my awesomest sister and i would never trade anything for you. thanks for everything you've done for me, i love the office goddess (how befitting for me!) sign and the pack of happiness quotes. and to her boyf xl, thanks for the katjes candies!

on a sidenote, i've gotten my employee ticket to MAA. :) this is a much needed break for me to escape for a few days, and prolly get my emotions all under control.
i think ppl in the office have started 'zhng'ing themselves... from haircuts to getting their attire for MAA... hahaha! this is gonna be fun and i'm glad i gotta be part of the fun before i leave :)

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because i left my pda at home and i'm feeling all over the place right now...
tuesday: lunchtime facial at 12:15pm, pick up dress, theory revision at 8pm
wednesday: pick up shoes after work at Expo
thursday: manicure quickie, pass weicai kino card after work
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