I need to get this out of my system

I'm feeling really tuckered out from work these days. Working at MTV is no longer as relaxing as it was in the past for me. For the past few days, I've been working way past knock-off time, think 8ish - 9ish. An additional person's workload, especially something that I've never done before, can kill me. I hope I'm not aging faster than I should be. x(

I no longer have spare time to squander. Every minute had been utilized, viewing commercial tapes, final planning, replying emails that never fail to come in every few minutes, preparing media schedules, yadayada. My only moments of relaxation would be lunchtime, where it's totally free of work, and my visits to the restroom. I don't even watch TV anymore, I listen to the voiceovers.

[co-workers, if you're reading this, you can skip it. im ranting and raving. ignore me please, kthx.]
Like seriously, I'm danm pissed off today. I began my final planning last night based on the statement that everything will be ready for me to do in the morning (which I take it as no more changes will be made today in the morning/afternoon). but noooo, I hafta wait AGAIN because there are last minute bookings. I wait, nevermind. After a while, I start bugging people. You say it's all done, so I start printing out the schedules. Then you tell me, you hafta drop spots/ some changes have to be made. The one thing I hate the most, is waiting. You think it's very fun for me to open, close, open the breaks for you to add/drop spots ah? I got a life other than work you know? I so wanna scream my head off just now. I so wanna strangle people, that I started strangling my Eeyore. And now, everyday I hafta a to-do list, to make sure I haven't left anything out, especially important stuff that involves money. I don't think a first real job should be this stressful. I know, I know, it would be good practice before I move on to another place.

But seriously, I'm very irritated. My Indo programmers are getting fired? Like what the hell? What you did to us here isn't enough?? My Indo counterparts' morale were low, so I hafta postpone today's work till tomorrow. Final planning, integrating, media schedules, emails, tapes, yadayada, etc. I don't think I'll be able to attend tomorrow's BellyBlitz class. tamade one loh.

Okay lah, there are occasional perks. Like today my programmer passed me a tee that was flown in from... Indonesia or Thailand for the VJs to wear on the show. Like getting racks to sort my schedules and sales orders. Like a coaster for my mug. But that's about it.

AND WE ARE MOVING. what the hell, must fricking move the damn compactus AGAIN. You think what, we are Hercules or what? it's 6 years worth of paper (transmission logs, sales orders, schedules, etc) from all the different channels. I so wanna faint and flop.

I'm so not looking forward to work tomorrow. Weekend, please fly by faster. Make tomorrow pass so fast that I don't even know it.